I miss you latly, and i just wanted to say..

Yellow! I've been way too lazy to write. Seriously. I start an entry and then I go forget ittttt and close it. xDDD Yea yea I know, pathetic. So what? I'm still a rockstar i got my rock moves and i don't need youuuuuuu!! Hehe sorry, I tend to do that a lot. For example I would be talking with my friend and she would say a word like late and I burst into song ...cause it's not too late, it's never too lateeee. xD yep, they call me their own personal jukebox. What can i say, I LOVE music <3, don't we all.

I'm on spring break. Wohooo!! ...yeahno. Well yeah because NO SCHOOL ;D ...but no because i've basically been bored out of my mind. Seriously, those cliche teen movies about crazy spring breaks and whatnots, LIESSS!! At least for me it is lies xD Who knows, there's probably somebody over there in Acapulco getting drunk out of their mind and partying it up on los antros while I'm here, laying in the groud, listening to Egypt Central <3 and thinking of ways to ramble on so this entry can be long enough.

Like i said, PAH-TEH-THIC.

Anyways. I'm going to take the ETPs and ELMs on saturday morning @ 8 in SJSU. UGH. I DO NOT WANT TO TAKE THOSE DAMN TESTS!! I should probably study huh. I such at math and god please no I don't want to be put in remedial math in college X_X

I'd cry and then be, stupid Karla, you should've taken another year of math (I woul've FAILED) so your mind would be at least refreshed but nooooooo you decided to only take 6 classes this year instead of 7 because "you deserved it" which frankly i did. I've been taking 7 classes for the past 3 years. Grrr I wanted a hole, SUE ME!

Ugh, senior year is SO NOT EASY. Whoever said Senior year was the chillest year of High School LIEDD!! It's so stressfull UGH. Then again, that's kind of my fault for procrastinating and letting "senioritis" get the best of me. I'm always freaking out about my homework but never do it because i'm too lazy.

I got a new camera for "college".


Did I mention I got a new camera? ;D... It's so purtty! <3 It's a SL202 Samsung. It will do for now. I plan on getting one of those fancyy photographer cameras later on when I get a job. I have Marius (hopefully won't lose contact w/ him after HS) to help me out :]

Errr yeah. I think that's it. I don't know what else to talk about. I suck at doing journals :P

Oh the joys, gotta go take out the trash. >.>

Okay. So today I went to my little cousin's third? Yeah, I think it was his third birthday party, "dinner". Yep, it was more of a dinner than a party really, more like a family gathering :). So yes, we drove (well, my mom drove) all the way to Blossom Hill (San Jose). We got there and there was that annoying girl who shares my name there.

Yay! I got to see my cousins. I hadn't seen them in a long time! (actually, last time i saw them on what, tuesday? But yes, before that I hadn't seen them in LONG time). So that was fun :). Oooo and then I got to see the little birthday man, aka Tony! He's so freaking ADORABLE <3 I haven't seen him since last year I think. Awww he's getting taller :D

After some time, the people who live there started talking about how the guy who lived there before saw the ghost of a little boy (more info to come when I'm not falling asleep) AKA, edit later ;)



Edit:
Okay so it's been a week I think since the party... oh no wait, 2 weeks xD. Anyways the story is this. The people who lived there before said that one night the dude woke up and saw a little kid. He was deformed or something like that (mongolito) I don't know how to say that in eglish sorry =/ but basically he was sick. The "kid" asked to go pee. But the dude was half asleep so he didn't notice who the kid was. He thought it was his nephew. So when he saw that where his nephew and son were sleeping was indeed them he looked to where the little "kid" was and saw nothing so he was like SHIT! And yeah. Basically there's the spirit of a little sick kid roaming around there and apparently he's mischevious and he talks to little kids too. Oh and they hear footsteps at night in the roof but the lady there said that was probably the rats... RATS! AHHH X_X I HATE RATSSS AHHH!!!

:'( You can imagine what I did when she said rats. I screamed and lifted my feet on the couch xD ...I HATE RATS I DODDODODODODODODO AHHHHHHHHH!!!

*sight* ...'tis all.

 Okay. So I went to talk with school counselor today after school about housing @ SFSU and asked her for advice on whether I should commute to SF or just live in the dorms.  She told me that if I commuted from home to SF it would yes, be 'cheaper' but it would also be inconvenient, especially for my first year. Some inconveniences she told me of were the traffic, waking up early, driving every day 45 minutes back and forth not to mention if there's traffic or not, oh yes, and i don't even know how to drive yet. If I were to learn in the summer it would still be blah. Also if I took the Caltrain instead, it was still pretty far from the school. Oh! don't forget the freaking stress!

Bottom line, yes living in campus will be expensive BUT it is more convenient. Besides, I've always wanted to live in the dorms :) AND I NEED to get away from my parents before they drive me nuts!

So it's very likely that I'm going to indeed live in the dorms, it will all be worth it in the end.



Hopefully.


Oh and I also asked her about the payments when we pay for college and when we pay loans and she told me that you pay it tiwce. Once when you register or after that and the next time sometime in october. The loan gets payed after I graduate.

Oh boy, it's all so UGH fnwiokjfsiodhja;ldfjapei =/

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Blah. It fills me up with rage (dramatic much?) that my dad does not believe in me. Why doesn't he have faith that i'll make it? But you know what, I could care less if he believes in me or not. As long as I believe I can make it, I will. I have faith in myself and as long as I don't lose that, I will be okay.

Another thing that pisses me off. My mom. I hate that just because she's BARLEY getting informed about the college process thing that she is telling me what I already know. Why the fuck did i endure AVID for 4 years huh? To learn what  I know and so they could help me get to college. I've suffered through the stupid annoying college research presentations and all that stupid stuff our teacher has thrown at us. It's just UGH that she even thinks that she knows more than me right now. She thinks I don't know what I want. She thinks I don't know how it works. Well guess what mom, I DO. Okay, i fucking do! So stop giving me your stupid speeches because I know it already.

I want to go to SFSU. I REFUSE to go to a junior college. I worked my ass off for 4 years so I could go to that college and you are NOT going to change that. Fine, I won't live in the dorms because it's crazy expensive. I'll commute, WHATEVER, but i WILL NOT GO TO JUNIOR COLLEGE.

arsh, I sound like an annoying whiny little kid but I just had to get it out of me before I exploded. It's just so freaking annoying! And it's impossible to talk with her because she gets all defensive and takes it to heart. Blah, I need to calm myself down too. But ahhH! Just make her stop thinking she knows more than me because I am not clueless, one thing is not knowing what i want to be yet, another is not knowing anything at all. I don't know what I want to be but I do know what I want. I want to go to college and get my education.

HeeHee I'm so repetitive xD

Exhausted, I am. Why? Because today was a really long day. Lucky me had THREE presentations to do today. Blah, me too tired right now, maybe i'll edit LATER

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:D FUCK YEAH! I got some CAL GRANT MONEYYY for college n.n ...oh, and an almost three hours speech by out apartment manager about college and stuff ><

Edit: So I'm really hungry right now but I'm too lazy to cook something. I just ate my dad's cake piece xD. I'm going to pretend I dropped something on it and say that I threw it away because that's how cool I am. Yaddimean?